lethargy.

Fri Jan 30, 2009, 3:10 AM

for the first time, ever, i can actually see the difference between laziness, and lethargy. i guess it was something i've had to experience... i've probably taken three photos in the last 6 months, the last of which were in october. i love taking pictures, and just can't bring myself to do it anymore.

i have rolls and rolls of undeveloped film from a year or more ago, and it's just sat there. i'm usually really excited about getting stuff developed, seeing how it turns out, and it's just sat there. i just don't have the effort to do anything with anything. funny how i've let "personal problems" affect me doing the things i love.

not sure why i'm writing this... feel like a blogger or something, which is exactally the kind of thing i try to avoid.

hmm...

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=Vickstar Jan 30, 2009, 3:13:16 AM

Maybe you just need a break from photography

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~Fotofakk Jan 30, 2009, 3:14:44 AM

it'll pass....
just hold on!
if it's in your heart, its safe there

*citizenfour Jan 30, 2009, 6:28:17 AM

one day you'll pick up the camera again and you'll feel like, "wow".

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*lush-loomer Jan 30, 2009, 1:08:23 PM

I can give you some words of comfort, but that shit never works for me. I'd even try to inspire you, but I'm afraid I don't know how...

All I can say is that you are without a doubt one of my favourite photographers on this site. One of the few whose work I actually look forward to seeing. Whenever that may be.

~naisukai Jan 30, 2009, 3:07:38 PM

been a long break so far ^_^

~naisukai Jan 30, 2009, 3:07:53 PM

yeah, it's happened like that before. it'll happen again.

~naisukai Jan 30, 2009, 3:08:21 PM

^_^ fanks. sure it'll be... well, you know. before death.

~Tordo Jan 30, 2009, 6:31:15 PM

Well I hope you can get back on track soon.

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