for the first time, ever, i can actually see the difference between laziness, and lethargy. i guess it was something i've had to experience... i've probably taken three photos in the last 6 months, the last of which were in october. i love taking pictures, and just can't bring myself to do it anymore.

i have rolls and rolls of undeveloped film from a year or more ago, and it's just sat there. i'm usually really excited about getting stuff developed, seeing how it turns out, and it's just sat there. i just don't have the effort to do anything with anything. funny how i've let "personal problems" affect me doing the things i love.

not sure why i'm writing this... feel like a blogger or something, which is exactally the kind of thing i try to avoid.

hmm...